The Radical Child

I’ve been on and off blogging for nearly two decades and this is the latest incarnation of my blogs.

I am autistic, which affects everything I say and do, but I’ve pretty much disowned my own people due to overwhelmingly negative experiences with other autistics online, except maybe Elon Musk and a few others. I am very ADHD, OCD, and PTSD due to negative experiences with my family and cyberbullies, but twenty years of psychiatry destroyed me and I am still trying to recover in my bachelor pad.

Politics is a huge biggie for me and has destroyed most of my online friendships. I was a far-right Republican when I became of voting age, but even before then I had doubts, and have in recent years been driven center by both extremes. I agree with whoever doesn’t piss me off, and as an autistic I am adept at recognizing patterns in history and politics.

I’m more MAG than MAGA since I don’t agree with America’s bullshit founding principles that all men are created equal and that the indigenous tribes were merciless Indian Savages, which I think would be a great foreshadowing of their genocide. I do believe there is good in America but you can’t acknowledge all the evils past and present. I’m anti-globalist, anti-imperialist, anti-neocon, anti-neoliberal, antiwar, and anti-Woke.

Here are my latest results from The Political Compass and 8values:



I’d probably consider myself more Radical Populist Centrist than anything else since I have a huge way with words. Most of my favorite historical intellectual philosophical quotes were spoken by leftists like Noam Chomsky and socialists like Karl Marx but most of my favorite badass humorous quotes were spoken by conservatives, I agree with rightist memes far more, and I believe the logic of the Right is overall way better than that of the Left. I’m still the “from each to his ability, to each to his needs” type, which appeals to me as an autistic since I believe every human is unique and incomparable to others.

I’m Christian, specifically Episcopalian, and consider myself a liberal (as in open-minded, not leftist) Christian, and I would consider myself more in line with the rebel Jesus who calls out others’ hypocrisy rather than the submissive type. My religion influences my politics and vice versa, and I am also very anti-Zionist (though I disdain the “Free Palestine” and “from the river to the sea” crowds).

I'm also bisexual, but being autistic affects me more than my sexuality, which very far from defines me, and I oppose grooming our children and I'll admit don't hold the trans rights movement in high regard or sexual supremacism. Many groups today just use LGB, and I believe in the "keep it simple, stupid" mentality about sexuality just as any other area and pronouns.

Malcolm X is probably one of my biggest ideological influences, and his autobiography is easily bucket-list reading. I share his disdain for the media and believe “oppressed” groups don’t need “leaders” who think they represent their entire communities, and I really disdain the mainstream disability and autism rights movements, particularly the Autistic Self-Advocacy Network (ASAN), though I also don’t like Autism Speaks. I would really as an autistic like to be mentally fit for society again and am very MAHA, though I don’t agree with Bobby Jr 100%.

Until recently, I was very highly involved in the furry fandom, but the extreme cancel culture and gatekeeping drove me away and I was pretty much in it for the art and writing, not for the drama and politics. I am still an aspiring writer, working on an anthro fantasy novel I hope to finish one of these days, and was until recently an artist, and while I maybe got a handful of commissions, there was little to no money in it.

One of my breaking points in the fandom is AI art, and I’ve been recently really delving into that rabbit hole and believe AI is the future. I know those who busted their asses learning traditional and digital artistic trades consider it degenerate, but so was my early artistic work, and I think this attitude a repeat of abstract art and visual works created by groups like blacks and Jews being deemed the same.

Some of my favorite anthro art themes include scouting, military, the National Park Service, and Mexican culture. Here are some of my recent works.




I try to survive on disability and bit freelance gigs as I try to get my life back in order. I try to be open-minded and appreciate whatever friendship I can get but don’t want friendship with those who even slightly trigger me.

I enjoy reading, movies, streaming television, and video games as well and maybe post reviews of all of them once in a while.

I look forward to meeting you all.